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Post by Rose Gardens on Jan 2, 2012 19:20:17 GMT -5
Rose Louise Gardens Rose continue to sleep on the couch, in the end she got herself into a more comfortable position and lied on her side, since she could no longer lie on her stomach now. Eyes were flickering slightly as she was dreaming, and it wasn't a nice dream either. Her head was tossing to the side, and her arms went up like she was protecting herself from the punches which were coming along his way. While her legs began to kick out aggressively.
'The dream was beginning to get really nasty. The person she was dreaming about was her ex husband, when he tired to kill her before he killed himself. Rose's arms were gripping into thin air like she was grabbing his shirt to push him away. Her breathing was getting laboured and began to scream loudly as to cry out for help.'
She then woken up and saw that she was on her own in the living room. She was still breathing fast and sweat was running down her forehead. Tears began run down her cheek as she felt really embarrassed.
"I am sorry. I shouldn't have come here. I can't burden you with my nightmares. Your deserve someone lot better" she cried as she felt really embarrassed with screaming when there was nothing there. It was the same old nightmare which have gotten worst since she was pregnant now.
TAGGED :: Sam LOCTATION :: Sam's House MUSE :: 8/10 MUSIC :: N/A CREDITS :: (c) to Baylee for NYE
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Post by Sam Myers on Jan 2, 2012 19:45:13 GMT -5
Sam had begun dozing off in the kitchen with his arms crossed on the table when he heard screaming coming from the living room. Immediately, he leapt to his feet and spied Rose thrashing around.
"Whoa hey!"" Sam cried as he gently grabbed her shoulders and sat her up. "It's ok! You're safe"
Sam gently and slowly wound his arms around her, pulling her toward him in an embrace. He hugged her softly. He rubbed her back.
"Stop. It's fine. No one's going to hurt you here" Sam whispered to her softly as he gently stroked her back. He pulled back from the embrace and still held her shoulders. "You can stay here as long as you want. You would be safe here and have a place to stay"
He watched her anxiously.
"I have some of my late wife's things that should fit you easily. You could borrow them. Plus, being out there on your own with a baby isn't smart" he added the last part kindly and gently.
The dead would smell two lives instead of one and send them into some kind of frenzy. It was just dangerous being out there now especially someone like her.
"Don't be silly" Sam scolded her lightly when she said that he deserved someone better and that she was burdening him with her nightmares. "Emma still has nightmares of her parents death. I know how to handle them" He added lightly and gave her a wink.
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Post by Rose Gardens on Jan 2, 2012 20:02:37 GMT -5
Rose Louise Gardens Rose looked at him as she sat down, and leaned into his shoulders. The tears still kept running down. No one have seen scars which were on her chest, torso and back. The amount of abused she had to put with in past. The scars were mainly whip, and knives scars. She was really tired now, and she looked at him, even stroking his cheek some, showing she did care and grateful for his help.
"I can't get a decent night sleep. I am always tired, I don't know what to anymore Sam. If it wasn't for the baby on the way, I would just end it all, right now. But all this is stressing me right out, and that's good for the baby either. I just don't know what to do anymore", she looked at him and being really honest.
Wrapping her arms around his body, as leaning into his shoulder. Her body was underweight for her height as it is, and her stomach was growling some more, wanting something to eat right now.
"What happened to your wife? If you don't mind me asking" she asked and kept her head on his shoulder some more, enjoying his company as her body was still shaking as she waited for his answer some more, even though she was getting sleepily again.
TAGGED :: Sam LOCTATION :: Sam's House MUSE :: 10/10 MUSIC :: N/A CREDITS :: (c) to Baylee for NYE
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Post by Sam Myers on Jan 2, 2012 20:30:41 GMT -5
Sam let Rose lean against him, letting her head rest on his shoulder. He felt her trembling. He tightened his embrace a bit, letting her rest against him.
"Don't talk like that" Sam said softly. He cleared his throat. "Well, I know a remedy that works for Emma. It always helps her sleep. I can use it on you if you'd like? There's a spare bedroom upstairs that's yours"
Sam said. Sam gently pressed his face into her blond hair. She smelled like strawberries and watermelon. Sam quickly checked himself and heard her ask about his wife.
"Oh. She turned just before the apocalypse. Emma's parents were killed in a plane crash 3 months before. None of the rest of the family actually wanted to take care of her. I was the only one who wanted he. Maddening really. How could family not want to help out family?" Sam shook his head and continued "Emma and I are real close. I'm the only one she trusts. It takes her a bit to warm up to people but she's really sweet"
Sam gently pulled back and gently put a hand on the side of her face.
"I know you're hungry. I'm going to make you a sandwich at least you need to eat that. Then I'll show you your bedroom" Sam said softly as he got up and went into the kitchen. He made her a peanut butter and jelly sandwich and handed her the plate along with a glass of apple juice.
"Take your time. You can turn on the TV and watch some movies" Sam said motioning to the flat screen mounted on the wall. He waited for her to reply
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Post by Rose Gardens on Jan 2, 2012 20:56:53 GMT -5
Rose Louise Gardens What remedy is that? She asked and stayed closely to him. He smelt lovely to, the cologne was really strong and very nice as well. She wanted to stay with him and not wanted to be alone. Hearing about the spare bedroom she shaked her head. I don't want to be alone. Please don't let me be alone, she begged him and kept hold of his arm, showing her fear.
Following him to the kitchen now as he made her sandwich. She sniffed it a little which was just one of her weird habits that she had. She took a bit and swallowed, as her body tingled a little. Grabbing the glass she drank it as she loved apple juice, and she finished the sandwich.
That was nice thank you. She spoke potiely and placed the plate and glass in the sink, she washed them up being really respectful. Following him to the room, she was shaking as she didn't really wanted to be alone, as she felt she was going to be hurt again.
I am really sorry about your wife Sam. I don't know how that feels but I know what it feels to lose a child, she looked down and played with her hair for moment.
TAGGED :: Sam LOCTATION :: Sam's House MUSE :: 10/10 MUSIC :: N/A CREDITS :: (c) to Baylee for NYE
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Post by Sam Myers on Jan 3, 2012 11:57:27 GMT -5
Sam winced when she said about losing a child. He shook his head.
"That's horriblie," he said solemnly.
He watched her do the dishes with amusement. Normally he did them being she was the guest in the house but he didn't stop her. Perhaps it made her feel better. That was perfectly fine with him.
He then led her upstairs. The house was fairly quiet now. He stopped outside the guest bedroom door. He opened it and stepped in, showing her. The room was really calming. The walls were painted a medium green color. The floors were hardwood but the molding was painted white. The bed was a full sized four poster bed. A soft green floral comforter was on the bed. To the right of it was a night stand with a lamp on it and digital alarm clock and a cordless phone. At the foot of the bed against the wall was a dresser and vanity mirror. There was even a computer desk with a working laptop against the other wall. A bay window with soft white curtains was against the right side. A soft breeze fluttered in through the opened window.
Sam turned to Rose.
"This will be your room" He said softly. "The computer works so you can get online. I'll be just down the hall if you need anything."
Sam put a hand on her shoulder and gave it a gentle squeeze. He headed off to his bedroom. Once there he pulled on a plain white tee shirt and a pair of sweat pants. He climbed into bed, letting his back press against the head board. He grabbed a book he was reading and turned on the light. Sam began reading a bit, trying to unwind.
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Post by Rose Gardens on Jan 4, 2012 5:19:04 GMT -5
Rose Louise Gardens Rose followed Sam to the room. She loved the room very much and saw him leave again. Signing under her breath, she felt really lonely some more. Sitting on the bed she took in the room and pulled the covers over her as she lied down on her side. She was really tired and wanted to sleep so badly.
Unable and mostly scared to sleep on her own, she grabbed a dressing gown which was on the bed rest and quietly went down the stairs, not wanting to wake him if he was sleeping and went on the sofa for moment.
She wasn't feeling to well. Her stomach was hurting her lot, the cramps were really horrible, it was like her insteines were playing around with each and tiring themselves into a horrible knot, and squeezing tightly. Feeling like she was going to be sick, she quickly got up and ran to the bathroom, and was being sick.
Ten minutes later she finally stopped and was really calmly, grey like colour in her skin, showing it wasn't the morning sickness. Slowly picking herself up from the floor, she was really weak and then sat on the floor for while.
Lack of sleep and stress was finally taken over of her body. Underweight for height wasn't doing herself any good as well, she thought to herself some more 'being sober is freaking killing me. I can't handle this anymore. What the hell do you want from me?'
Lying on the floor in the bathroom she went to sleep, snoring some more, as her body really needed some sleep and food, before her health can return back to normal. Also she needs company and didn't want to sleep alone, and was scared to ask him to stay with her.
TAGGED :: Sam LOCTATION :: Sam's House MUSE :: 9/10 MUSIC :: N/A CREDITS :: (c) to Baylee for NYE
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Post by Sam Myers on Jan 4, 2012 14:25:50 GMT -5
Sam finished reading and placed the book on the nightstand. He checked the clock. It was 12 AM. He pulled off his clothes and shifted into the border collie. He padded out of his room and checked in on Rose. She wasn't in her room. He followed her scent to the bathroom.
He nudged the door opened. He never had locks on the bathroom doors, incase Emma got into trouble he wanted to be able to get into the room quickly. He found her curled up on the floor. Sam planted his rump down and let his forelegs keep his upper body erect. His large brown eyes studied her and he let out a low whine.
He crawled over to her on his belly and finally curled up against her, with his head draped over her ankles. He yawned, his salmon pink tongue curling back into his maw. Sam could tell she had gotten sick.
He was worried about her. He didn't want her to snap and possibly start drinking again, being she was pregnant. Thankfully his house was dry. He didn't allow any kind of alcohol. Sam felt sorry for her. She didn't appear to have anyone in her life now. He couldn't understand why someone like her would be in this condition now.
Sam shifted and curled up against her, keeping his head draped over her ankles. Both of his ears were pinned back, listening for sounds of Emma coming home. She would more than likely be home early in the morning. Feeling comfortable, Sam closed his eyes and dozed off.
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Post by Rose Gardens on Jan 4, 2012 21:23:58 GMT -5
Rose Louise Gardens Rose kept on lying on the floor, she didn't know that Sam have shifted into dog (well she didn't know), and was now lying on her ankles. Eyes were shifting a little as she was beginning to dream again. Fingers were clenching and trying to grip onto something. But instead of allowing the dream to take hold of her, she woken up.
At first she was scared and rushed into the corner, shaking a little. "Where an earth did you come from?" she spoke to the dog and even though, it was unable to speak back. Her head was really killing her, and she looked at him. "Your the collie from the photo, but Sam said you were over the neighbours. What are you doing back here?" This was confusing her even more.
Extending her hand out she friendly and gently stroked the dog. "Your handsome boy" she smiled and kissed his nose bridge. "At least this baby would be safe from my ex husband. Unlike my last children, who were killed in cold blood, before the coward killed himself." She revealed to him and sniffed some more.
"I didn't even protect them, like a good mother should have done. This is why I labeled myself as a bad mother, this baby doesn't deserve pain, which is why I am giving it up when it's born." She kept on talking the collie, still unaware that it was Sam, and he understood everything that she was saying.
TAGGED :: Sam LOCTATION :: Sam's House MUSE :: 9/10 MUSIC :: N/A CREDITS :: (c) to Baylee for NYE
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Post by Sam Myers on Jan 4, 2012 22:02:43 GMT -5
Sam whined and moved closer to her. He pressed his head against her chest. He lifted a forepaw and gently placed it on her forearm. He curled up against her and kept his head against her chest.
His tail thumped against the toilet. He panted, giving her a big grin.
He understood everything she was saying, but of course she had no idea. Only a few number of people knew. Emma and his late wife. If Rose found out, she would be the third person that would know his secret.
His parents were shifters, and it was passed down from generation to generation. It was hereditary. Most shifters chose the form they shifted into, basically 'bonding' with the real animal. Sam always chose a dog, because it was much easier and less conspicuous around the city. his parents shifted into a horse and a wolf, though unlike werewolves, his parents could shift anytime they wanted, any hour of the day.
His family went back a long time. Sam's large brown eyes remained on Rose, keeping close to her. she needed sleep. that was the most important thing right now. He yawned, and closed his eyes, dozing off, but he remained alert
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Post by Rose Gardens on Jan 4, 2012 22:07:37 GMT -5
Rose Louise Gardens Rose stayed in the bathroom that night with the collie for company, knowing it was there, made her sleep lot better and she stroked his head now and again. Her baby was also sleeping, and her stomach was rumbling some more.
The next morning she woke up and had a quick shower since no one was around expect the dog. Her scars were easily seen showing how much abuse she have suffered with her late husband. Grabbing a nearer by towel she quickly dried herself off and placed the clothes back on.
Walking into the kitchen she decided to make some breakfast for Sam, to say thankyou for helping her. Going into the fridge she placed some eggs and bacon into the pan. Soon they were cooked and she put them on the table with two plates on the table. Grabbing two glasses and apple juice, she poured them in the glass and waited for Sam to wake up.
TAGGED :: Sam LOCTATION :: Sam's House MUSE :: 9/10 MUSIC :: N/A CREDITS :: (c) to Baylee for NYE
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Post by Sam Myers on Jan 4, 2012 22:26:02 GMT -5
Sam turned his head when Rose entered the shower. he kept it turned when she came out, being a real gentleman. Once she was dressed, he watched her leave the bathroom.
Immediately, once Rose was out of visual shot, he shifted back into his human form. For a moment he was nude, but grabbed a white tee shirt and a pair of jeans and headed down stairs.
He could smell food cooking. His stomach rumbled hungrily and he was surprised and happy to see Rose cooking.
He flashed her a grin and crossed his arms on the wooden backs of the kitchen chairs.
"Morning Rose. How are you feeling this morning?" he implied of her curiously.
"I know you were feeling kinda down last night. You're not a bad mother, you just had some horrible things done to you that no woman should ever endure" Sam said and then froze realizing he just alerted to Rose that he knew what she had said last night, even if she didn't know he was the dog.
He was going to have to tell her now, which was fine. He swallowed, causing his Adams apple to bob slightly.
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Post by Rose Gardens on Jan 4, 2012 22:29:33 GMT -5
Rose Louise Gardens Seeing Sam walked into the kitchen she smiled. I am ok a little. Better than yesterday I supposed she replied and sat on the table by Sam. He cut the bacon and egg up, and began to eat it, which was her proper meal for two weeks, since living on the streets.
I hope you enjoy the breakfast. I am pretty good with cooking, she smiled and was about to eat another mouthful when he spoke about what she said.
'How could he have known. It was just me and the dog in the bathroom last night', she thought and placed the cutlery down, while she drank some of her juice.
Sam how did you about what I said last night. I mean it was just me and your dog was in the bathroom that night. She replied and she looked down some more. You heard everything what I said? About me giving my baby up? She asked not looking up.
Many people think she is selfish giving her child up, but they didn't know what she have been through, and that her instincts have been wiped away and now she was really scared of raising this one.
TAGGED :: Sam LOCTATION :: Sam's House MUSE :: 9/10 MUSIC :: N/A CREDITS :: (c) to Baylee for NYE
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Post by Sam Myers on Jan 4, 2012 22:52:17 GMT -5
Sam looked at her sheepishly. He sighed and rubbed his hands over his face as he exhaled loudly.
"Rose the dog is me" he explained keeping his eyes on hers. "I'm a shapeshifter."
He waited to see her reaction. Hopefully she wouldn't be too scared of him. Emma used to do the most hilarious things to him when he was a dog.
Sam's lip twitched and he kept his expression deadpan as he continued.
"Emma used to dress me up in doll clothes" he said recalling the times she used to put him in the carriage with a bonnet on his head. "She put me in a carriage once with a bonnet and a bottle"
He rubbed his chin.
"I remember one time when she actually attempted to put a diaper on me." he said and burst out laughing at the thought. "I drew the line there" he chuckled and studied her anxiously. "You're alright with this news? I know it's a bit of a shock"
He looked at her concerned and waited for her to reply. Emma would probably do those things now just to tease and torment him, but Emma was only about 6 or 7 so he never got angry with her
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Post by Rose Gardens on Jan 4, 2012 22:55:48 GMT -5
Rose Louise Gardens It was you? I-I heard stories about shapeshifters when I was a kid, my adoptive mother told me when I was nine years old, but I never thought they were true. The news was a shocker, but Rose didn't go mad with him.
It as been while since I talked about what happened. Even my doctor at the time doesn't know. Don't tell anyone please Sam. I don't want people chasing me out from another town, despite the troubles this town is having right now. That';s why drink all the time Sam, it's to deaden the pain which hits my body all the time. Now with this baby on the way, I don;t know I can raise it. She finally came out.
Her tone was really sad like as she was still a little low. Tomorrow would have been her young child Kiara's birthday. She would have been five now. Wiping the tears away. Hearing the stories about what his niece did was really funny, and she started to laugh a little again.
That's really funny. I wished I could have seen that she smiled.
Those smiled stopped as she felt another pain in her stomach, it wasn't a good sign of pain either. As she felt something running down her legs. I have to go, I be back in moment, she struggled a little as some blood was on the floor where she been sitting.
Going to the toilet as she knew the stress she have been through was the cause of this. Rose counted a little as a blessing, as her body was rejecting the living womb, as she was miscarrying the baby.
Sitting on the floor she played with her fingers 'at least I don't have to worry about being pregnant and raising a baby now' she thought, as she lean back against the wall, as the cramps were killing her a little.
TAGGED :: Sam LOCTATION :: Sam's House MUSE :: 9/10 MUSIC :: N/A CREDITS :: (c) to Baylee for NYE
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